julien pacaud


Estrella Circus Girl

Life and times of a circus runaway

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julien pacaud
Nightblogging.  Great.

I haven't listened to My Chemical Romance in a while (due mostly to the fact that the one album I want isn't in the library system, and the newer one they did have is dumb), but I've been mainlining The Secret Machines, especially Ten Silver Drops.

I was running in the arboretum today, and I had the clearest thought about my gender that I've had in weeks, and now I've forgotten it.  It was like dreaming.  The thought felt completely clear and obvious at the time, and I had the thought that I think clearest when I'm exhausting myself physically.  And now it's gone.

I only update when I feel like shit, so my journal makes it look like I feel like shit all the time.  This is inaccurate.

More later.


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